Am I Out of My Mind?
I apologize if these days I’m just not being me
time is slipping by, like sand falling out of my hands,
my dreams, the one place where I could escape,
was suddenly filled with dark and empty space.
I cannot sleep, I cannot breathe
Am I out of my mind?
I cannot sleep, I cannot breathe
Am I out of my mind?
I shut myself from the world at night,
and I need you to scream,
scream to break thorugh the walls built in my mind.
'cause I know that the answer is; let them inside
Am I out of my mind?
I was never afraid of storms, but now I'm caught in one,
in the darkest of clouds covering up every inch of the sun
and I am terffied.
I’ve always tried to run away, too scared to face the day
I hope that once fore all this darkness will go away,
It may not change the world but it will sure as hell change me
It may not change the world but it will sure as hell change me
I know I can't be rescued, I know I can't be saved
'cause even when the bruises fade the scars are here to always stay.
I am ot of my mind.
. M.I
the guitar notes sound like raindrops..
The guitar notes sound like raindrops, I see him staring back at me,
with eyes as blue as ocean waves he lures me in and I'm lost at sea.
The water pulls me under, I'm drowning in his stare,
when I try to fight it, I sink deeper with every gasp for air.
The ocean that I used to love is now my greatest fear,
darkness floods around me as the world slowly disapears.
There are people all around me, but I cannot be seen
My cries for help are useless, I'm drowning in the deep.
The guitar notes sound like raindrops, I see him staring back at me
wash away my worries and bring me back from sea
Could you be the one to save me, offer me a hand to hold
the one who drags me up again from endless dark and cold.
Now it is not the ocean, that I see in his eyes
but rather a reflection of a safer summer sky
He taught me how to battle, to win my daily fights
One day I know I'll soar free, he taught me how to fly.
The guitar notes sound like raindrops, I see him staring back at me
calming down my worries, I finally feel free.
- Matilda
